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Stop regretting all the time and money you gave to the church, remain calm when your mom sends you yet another guilt-inducing text, and discover what you want to prioritize in your life now that you get to choose instead of a bunch of old guys in Salt Lake. Apostate Alchemy will show you how.
Ready to leave the past behind and discover the tools to build a joyful, fulfilling life after Mormonism?
You didn't even like the people in your ward very much, but you miss the built-in community.
You wonder if you can trust yourself to forge a new life after being fooled for so long.
You're worried what people you love and admire will think of you now.
Apostate Alchemy is your toolkit for transforming your Mormon baggage into pure magic.
I can help you.
Ready to move beyond Mormonism but feeling stuck in guilt, fear, and anger? Apostate Alchemy is a step-by-step course designed to meet you where you are, offering tools to release the weight of your past and confidently shape what comes next.
APOSTATE ALCHEMY
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Create a plan for your future based on your new values and priorities, so you can build a life that is fully yours.
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Step
Heal your past, unlearning harmful thoughts and habits, and gain understanding of how to let go of regret and anger.
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Step
Strengthen your relationship with yourself, and learn how to manage relationships with those around you (especially your still-believing peeps).
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Step
With Apostate Alchemy, creating a magical life after Mormonism is as easy as 1, 2, 3
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You're in the right place!
You want to stop worrying what your former Young Women's leader or Mission President think of you.
You are ready to stop doom scrolling ex-Mormon Reddit every day and instead discover your new post-Mormon interests and hobbies.
You need help figuring out how to respect your believing family and friends while showing up as your authentic self.
Apostate Alchemy
Is Right for You If:
Learned how to create your new community so you can find your people, the ones you truly mesh with and enjoy being around.
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Determined your personal values and priorities so you can spend the rest of your time on earth engaged in activities that you choose instead of those chosen for you.
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Developed the ability to attend a baby blessing or get invited to sit outside a temple wedding without feeling triggered, and boundary setting skills to respond to those invitations with ease.
Created tons of compassion and forgiveness for yourself, giving yourself grace for majoring in family science or for all the money you paid in tithing over the years.
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By the End of Apostate Alchemy,
You Will Have:
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$499
ONE-TIME PAYMENT
Apostate Alchemy is officially open for enrollment and will change your life...
- Why losing your faith is so hard and what will ease the pain and sadness.
- The #1 tool to work through any issue you face now and throughout the rest of your life.
- How to recognize undue influence in the future so you don't get tricked into falling for another high-demand organization.
Who Are We, Why Are We Here, & Where Are We Going?
first discussion
Here's what you'll get inside apostate alchemy
What's Inside
- Embrace your identity crisis as an opportunity to discover who you truly are outside of Mormonism instead of as a loss of who you were.
- Forgive yourself for past choices, and learn to trust yourself again.
- Manage all of the big emotions and feelings that come up with leaving the church (and continue coming from dealing with still-believing family and friends).
Your Relationship With Yourself
second discussion
- Stop worrying about other people's opinions and no longer fear running into your old Relief Society president at the grocery store.
- Become a boundary setting badass with the necessary skills to set them and how to respond when they are breached.
- How to find a new community of friends who truly mesh with the new you.
- Tools for mixed-faith marriages.
Your Relationships With Others
third discussion
- Make peace with your past, all the time and money you gave towards something that turned out to be false, and the choices you made because you were Mormon.
- Get rid of all of the Mormon paraphernalia you accumulated without feeling guilty about it (or burning the neighborhood down).
- Confidently share your past with others without shame and maybe even a bit of pride (I've found never-Mo's LOVE asking about all the weird Mormon shit).
The Past
fourth discussion
- Determine and choose your new values and beliefs, creating a guidepost for what you put your focus and effort towards (especially with all your newfound extra time).
- Perform a life and attention audit, identifying the areas you no longer want to focus on and those you do.
- Learn to embrace the beauty of the unknown, because even the things you thought you "knew" you actually didn't.
The Future
fifth discussion
- You weren't meant to endure to the end (unless you were still Mormon, and then you're definitely enduring that). Make a plan for enjoying your future.
- Sex, drugs, and alcohol - how to safely explore your new-found freedoms in a way that is true to you.
- The importance of finding someone to listen to and validate your experiences.
Enjoying to the End
sixth discussion
AND YOU'LL GET THESE EXTRA BONUSES
(FOR FREE!)
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- Exclusive guided meditation series to help you release the guilt, quiet that judgmental still small voice, and step into your post-Mormon glow up.
- An enjoyable spiritual detox - no fasting or painful testimony meetings required.
Includes:
$249 value
Bonus #1
Guided Meditation Series
- Beautifully designed, printable PDF with 30 powerful affirmations specifically crafted for ex-Mormons ready to replace old, limiting beliefs with empowering new ones.
- Let these words remind you of your strength, worth, and the freedom you have to create your new magical life on your own terms.
Includes:
$39 value
Bonus #2
Ex-Mormon Affirmations
- Start retraining your ex-Mormon brain every time you look at your phone and computer (so, approximately 1,000x/day) with a collection of thoughtfully designed wallpapers.
- With options ranging from serious to witty, funny to uplifting, you'll find something for whatever stage of post-Mormonism you're in.
Includes:
$29 value
Bonus #3
Digital Wallpaper Pack
Over $800 worth of tools and resources created specifically for ex-Mormons building a new life.
ALL yours for just $499.
30 Ex-Mormon Affirmations so you can start practicing new, empowering beliefs.
Guided Meditation Series to reprogram your brain to let go of problematic ways of thinking and develop new positive ones.
Six modules showing you step-by-step how to heal from Mormonism and create a magical future.
Here’s what you’re getting when you enroll in apostate alchemy today:
the details
Digital Wallpaper Pack of fun, creative designs to remind you what's possible every time you look at your phone/computer.
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ONE-TIME PAYMENT
We're confident that Apostate Alchemy will change your life and be worth every penny.
But just in case it's not the right fit, we offer a 14-day money-back guarantee - no hassle, no hard feelings.
You have nothing to lose and a whole new life to gain!
To request a refund, all you have to do is email your request to support@apostatealchemy.com.
Plus You’ll Be Backed by a Risk-Free 14 Day Guarantee
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So… Any Questions? Here Are Answers to Frequently Asked Questions.
If you are ready to stop letting Mormonism affect your feelings, thoughts, and relationships, this course will get you there. If you're not living your best post-church life in a way that feels comfortable, easy and authentic to you, Apostate Alchemy is designed to get you there. You'll discover and embrace your new identity so you can life the rest of your life with the freedom, confidence, and happiness you deserve.
Sure, you can keep pushing through the issues and drama that come up on your own. But how much time do you want to continue giving to the church and how it's affected you? This course tackles the most commonly-faced issues by ex-Mormons in a clear and concise way so you can move on and live a magical post-church life.
Absolutely! This course if self-paced, so you can go as fast or as slow as you need to. You'll have access for the lifetime of the course, for as long as I continue to run Apostate Alchemy, and guaranteed access for AT LEAST one year after you enroll.
We get it. It's easier to "turn it off" when hard thoughts or emotions come up in regards to your Mormon past. But, how long have you felt the need to deal with it instead of stuffing it down? Because the sooner you start, the sooner you'll see improvements. Apostate Alchemy is created to fit into your schedule, no matter how hectic things are. So remember, waiting means more of the same struggles, but starting now means starting the rest of your magical post-Mormon life.
We understand finances can be a concern. We're committed to making this course accessible, especially to ex-Mormon women, who often haven't been in control of their own finances. In an effort to make this course equitable, we offer a limited number of scholarships to those who wish to take the course but do not have the financial ability to do so. Please email support@apostatealchemy.com for more info.
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Confidently show up to family reunions showing your porn shoulders?
Stop arguing with your parents over your choices?
Let go of worry, doubt, guilt, and shame?
Create a magical post-Mormon life full of supportive friends, interesting hobbies, hot drinks of your choosing, and guilt-free second Saturdays?
Are You Ready To:
You want to be an example of living your best life after Mormonism, to show people you aren't just a lazy learner or unruly child. Let's show them just how great things are on the other side.
You've spent so much of your life serving the church. Now it's time to serve yourself so that you can make the most of the life you have left. It's scary on your own, but you're not alone. I've got you.
You want to move on from Mormonism, to stop letting it define you, taking your time and energy, and dictating your choices. You are ready. And I'll show you how.
(But ain't nobody got time for that.)
You could struggle through this on your own.
I felt alone, betrayed, foolish, and angry. Luckily, I found a set of tools that helped me heal, reduce conflict with still-believing family and friends, and move into a new future with confidence and excitement.
I've poured everything I learned into Apostate Alchemy so you won't have to struggle and suffer as long as I did. And you won't have to do it alone.
If you've lost your faith in the church and want to discover the magic that is waiting on the other side, Apostate Alchemy is for you.
And with a 14-day money back guarantee, this is a much safer bet than paying tithing (you know they ain't giving that money back).
Losing my faith and leaving the Mormon church was one of the most painful things I've ever gone through.
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